Yehhhhhhhhh.

I know SK will read my blog so im gonna type his "bday card" here.
Lazy make card or write with my hand.

Yo SK,
I dunno when or how we became good friends,
everything probably started at sec 3/4?

Sec 1 i sit beside you rmb? with Jessica.
This may be a bad memory for you but Im still gonna bring it up.
I sit beside you during sec 1 then I think you are okok de,
but I only have myself to blame for believing/following those who were making fun of you.
For that, I've got to say sorry.
You may be surprised hor? Cuz i think i nv mention to you before.
Yeh but it's all over and what matters most is now!

I think you were quite/very happy to be in 3D/4D?
Think it was via maple or dota (cant rmb) and I got to know u again.
I had lots of fun back then.
Kobekai lolol.
Fail pirate.

I still rmb I was teaching you Chinese stuff on the day before O levels,
hahahaha but u passed chinese la, which is good!
I am a good sensei.

Yeh and I got to know you even more when our JC lives started.
Thats when you started to ask for advice lolol.

Honestly I'm in no expert in giving advice and some advice has worked/may not work for you.
I also quite scared la, what if i tell you the wrong things then later screw you up lol.

I know there has been a period of time when I'm slower in replying your qns,
truthfully I was a bit sick of you asking qns becuz your msgs always come at the time when I'm busy!
But i wanna let u know what I appreciate your trust in me la.
So if you still gt any problem, can always approach me but must ask me if i free anot first LOL.
:S

Eh I know I haven't been telling you stuff about myself.
It's kinda unfair for you to always be the one who tells me stuff and then I dun say anything.
Now is not the right time hahaha.
Wait a bit more and I'll tell you!!

U know everytime I see your naive-ness ( is thr such a word? >_> )
I feel like stabbing myself with a knife lol , ok not literally.
As in like, Idk how you can trust others so easily.
I can't do it, I have trust issues >_>

Aiya but I think that's a good trait in you, just be careful & dont let hungry wolves cheat you then eat you up.

Ur 18th bday was not a big party but I know u appreciated it.
Eh and I still cant believe that you didnt expect us to celebrate for u leh,
Where got human on earth who is not selfish one!
Somehow you surely got secretly wish for everyone to celebrate ur bday one right?!

U know all those ppl who say "I didnt expect anyone to celebrate my bday" is all bullshit one la, they cfm hoping for someone to celebrate for them.
Must be hopeful somehow mah.
Unless the person's bday fall on A level exams then of cuz can't celebrate, but there's always advanced/belated!
So in the end will still celebrate!

Anyway jy for A levels, I know you mugging hard alrdy but must be more productive and control your thoughts, dun let urself be distracted.
Ok I will stop here, if i write too much then i will have nothing to write for ur bday nxt year.

btw this is my 399th post muahahahahah

Ok recently I'm having Gackt fever lol,
I feel that I must post at least 1-2 pic of him if not I will die! @@"

I like guys with bleached white/blonde hair, like cloud strife lolol.
Me and my sis both attracted to them so from time to time we will sit together in front of a laptop and search for guys with white/blond hair and scream LOL.

Anyway Gackt is like 40+ yr old but he aged well!
I like his deep voice and his singing is good.

Ok take a look at my fantasy guy.


*screams like mad and die*
Can u imagine he's 40+ yr old?!

Ya he may not look like it but he's actually quite buff, the lean type.

Aiya I think Gackt is just see shuang only hahahahahah.
I'll never come across a guy that look like him in RL one, cfm no have unless is some cosplayer.

Will prob blog again later after I completed my bio hwk!

Drawing of Roronoa Zoro!
I'm quite proud of it!

With this, i am one step closer to drawing One Piece characters on my room wall!

However I couldnt draw his katana because they were too sophisticated for my noob skillsz.

Next week imma try drawing Robin!

You guys probably would just skip this post.

But anyway, great song.

Samurai Heart - SPYAIR

Got your head in the clouds, you’re not even listening are you?
You deliberately miss the signs I drop for you
We’re the same, we can understand each other, right?
That’s just a delusion
You probably won’t even notice me here

Alone and mixed in a crowd
I feel empty looking up to the sky
Playing catch with myself, in this one-sided conversation
My loneliness increases

Hey! Hey! Answer me, isn’t anyone there?
Even though I’ve looked all this time, there’s still no answer
Hey! Hey! I’m the only one that decides who I want to be
So no matter if I laugh, cry, love, hate, I’ll continue living on
Hey! Hey! Samurai Heart (Some like it hot)

Expressionless day by day, I wonder if today will be the same
In this city I can’t get used to or even fit in
I stop and look back in a crowd to check my footprints
Who knows, maybe I’m walk a little farther this time

I passed by a window in the city
And looked lonely in the reflection
I'm so pissed off at myself
And this indifferent world

Hey! Hey! Answer me, isn’t anyone there?
Even though I’ve looked all this time, there’s still no answer
Hey! Hey! I’m the only one that decides who I want to be
Don’t think “It’s not worth trying”, use your real voice

Hey! Hey! We can’t go on living on our own
You can’t put your heart into something if you throw it away
Hey! Hey! You don’t need a reason to give up
You’re gonna hold on and keep living on this road

Hey! Hey! Answer me, isn’t anyone there?
I’ve looked all this time, because there’s still no answer
Hey! Hey! I’m the only one that decides who I want to be
So no matter if I laugh, cry, love, hate, I’ll continue living on
Hey! Hey! Samurai Heart (Some like it hot)

Laugh, cry, love, hate, I’ll continue living on
Hey! Hey! Samurai Heart (Some like it hot)

YOSH! I finally have time.

It's a long weekend, huat ahhhh!

I promised myself that I will do some proper work during this long weekend.
But of course fail la.
I wanted to wake up at 9am but then ended up waking at 2pm.
Slacked until 5pm and then start doing some chemistry until 8pm.
Showered and dinner while re-watching One Piece.

The problem nowadays is that I keep re-watching One Piece and once I start I can't stop.
That explains why I'm slacking these few weeks.
Sigh, finished Enies Lobby arc already.

ANYWAY ONE PIECE STREAMING EPISODES ARE BEING DELETED ALL AROUND,
MUST ACT FAST ALRDY!

Wahahahhahahaahha 3am now and I don't think I can wake up at 9am tmr too.
But cannot sleep now! I'm finally blogginggggggggggggggg.
I GOT SO MUCH I WANNA SAY
*#(@)#*(@$)!$&@)$^@()#@&#@&$^

I've been wanting to blog from a long long long long time so by now I've alrdy forgotten a lot of the stuff I wanna say.

Ok cut the crap.

Let me start with end of March~
Hmmmm I know this is long overdue but my CT results ain't that half bad!
B for all my 3H2, I was kinda surprised.
What made me really surprised was that I got a B for MATH!!!!!!
WA LAO IF IT'S 'A' LEVELS AND I GET B, I CAN FLIP OVER AND DIE FROM HAPPINESS.

But damn it I got a U for econs , haaahaaahaaaa >_>

I got A for PW too!
I rmb on the day before the release of PW results,
I already prepared myself for B, nothing more nothing less.
But it turned out to be an A, so it's ok :)
Honestly, I not pinning any hopes on Josiah to treat the PW grp chilli crab.

With A for PW and MT, I shall work hard for the remaining subjects!
This is probably the last year I'm going to really study like a student,
so might as well do it with a 'don' and chiong!

Despite me saying all that, I know I'm human and will still slack lol.
Nvm i'll just remind myself from time to time to work hard!!

But then again I have no ambition so I don't really know where I'm heading.

Well for the month of April, a lot has happened so I can't really remember.
Celebrated TSL and WC's bday at Ardent's, nice place but the food was slow.
Furthermore things were a bit awkward cuz I don't know more than half of the ppl there.
Well I felt kinda bad being the only underage human in the whole group cuz I can't enter a club.
Then finally settled to go to a bar/pub, we wanted to go to a bar/pub that has its interior made of ice!
Pretty cool and that's what made me decided to go, if it wasn't for the ice bar, I would have went home after dinner lol.
But it turned out that the ice bar/pub was a club and then the 'gatekeeper' checked my birth date and locked me out gahhhhhhhh.

Well I kinda opened my eyes to seeing the nightlife of SG,
I was at Clarke Quay area and the night was bustling.
It was colourful la, but I prefer peace so I can't stand noisy places.
*Ohmmmmmmmmmmm*

That aside, I guess the next event was probably Kevin's bday?
Though it was simple but it was enjoyable.
I think there should never be any planning of activities when I'm with that gang of ppl.
Plans never work with them, let things flow naturally better.
(Yes, Malcolm's bday failure still bug me now)

The candle that relights was pretty fun wahahahahha.

Somehow it calms me when all of us still meet up on average once a month.
They ain't going anywhere, for now.

But who knows what will happen down the road?
It scares me everytime I hear my sis or cousins talking about their own clique of friends splitting up over time.
I wouldn't doubt the bonds in their clique of friends and neither would I doubt my own bonds with them.
But I can't be assured.

Soon, they will have to go in NS and since the grp is largely made up of guys, let's just say they will have gfs and giving the girls in the grp (as well as myself) some hope, we will get bfs too. Furthermore, all of our social networks will keep expanding too.
And all those may threaten our friendship.

I know I shouldn't be worrying about this but I think it's a trait in me to think far and prepare myself. (probably this is why I seldom panic when major events come near)

I may be thinking too much or just making myself insecure,
but I will never know if how we feel for each other is mutual.
Some may turn up for events because we really wanna see each other,
some may turn up for formalities,
while some may turn up for just a few and not all.

I don't know how long more we can last but I'm not giving up.
If they like my house so much, I'll gladly invite them over but I can't do it all the time or else there's no 'market' value.
I don't know what else I can offer.

Truthfully, I don't like to be guai lan but I keep thinking that the essential item to keep ppl around me is to make them happy by making them laugh.
Well making a joke can be tiring at times and I dunno how much my joke would hurt.
I guess these days I've been trying too hard and some of my jokes did hurt.
The bad thing is that once I thought of a joke, without second thoughts, I blurt/execute my joke and then the realisation of the consequences will only struck me after.
Zzzz.... I used to be more in control of the jokes that I wanna say.
No good no good.
I know I don't have to try so hard to impress others but I have to do it, in fact, we all have to do it.
I believe no one can impress others naturally, it's not born in their DNA!

I sometimes think that I'm quite pathetic cuz I think my social network is really small, but thank god and hopefully all bonds are solid.
I refuse to make too much friends or else my attention would be too diverted, erm well I also can't really say I 'refuse' to make friends because it's not fully my decision... aiya donno how to say lah.
It's a bit disturbing to see everyone have CCA, church, OGL mates etc.
Ok I must admit I do feel envious because I don't have them and that's why my network is small.
Eco club is shit because management sucks without a committee but I will forgive eco club because slacking is good.
I'm a freethinker so let's leave church out of the question.
OGL is not my cup of tea too, ok nvm I shall put it as " I'm not OGL material ".
I'm only keeping a small network in PJ with mostly kranjians and my class.
Am I missing out on a lot?
Probably, certainly, yes.

Moreover, I don't have a good pair of eyes or have the 闲情 to be observing things about the school, to know who is from which class, who and who together, who is a mutual friend etc.
I feel like I'm happy to be staying inside the cage that I set up for myself, it's like a comfort zone.
I don't want to know things I don't need to know, probably that explains why I, myself, am slamming the doors to close them and rid myself of new things.

I am well aware of my shetty issues but I'm too half-hearted to do anything.
So pathetic leh sam lol

Haha it's kinda awkward to be blogging about all these but I think it will be even more awkward if all these were to be said right out from my mouth.

I shouldn't be thinking negatively, bad trait bad trait.
PJ just gave us this personality assessment thingy and the report says that I tend to dwell on negative things, in short, pessimistic.
I'm always having that self-defeating self-talk.
Before I actually try to do anything, I shoot down myself and end up like crap.

(insert One Piece joke) Sometimes I think I'm so negative that I wouldn't be affected by Perona's negative hollow

I would love to be more optimistic heheh.
Well of course I would become a total idiot if I'm the only one who's thinking positively, things that happen have to be promising too!

I brought a lot of frustration and angst upon myself just by thinking negatively.
*sigh*
Things may not be as bad as I've imagined them to be.
I must change my negative mindset and open up,
maybe that would open me up to more opportunities in my life,
and that life would be much happier.
Wait, I'm not saying my life is completely sad.
If I let myself to be more transparent,
perhaps I can let my thoughts to be expressed better.

All these negative thoughts is like a greenhouse for bad emotions to grow stronger.
I still rmb there was a time when I was feeling so guilty that I can feel it eating me up from inside.
(Sorry Bryan, I would love to but the guilt is not about me breaking your fan)

Then all these bad emotions just stop me from functioning,
all I can do is to lie in my bed to either sleep or 闷出病来.
I should get out of my house to take a walk, get some fresh air, but too bad that I'm too lazy to change and that it's weird for me to suddenly say that I'm going out for a walk.
I can't use the excuse of buying dinner too because I am known in my family for the number 1 lazy ass to get dinner.
I'm not even willing to call for delivery or cook maggie when there's no food LOL.

Yes yes, you may be thinking that I can make myself feel better if I tell someone how I feel desho?
Aiya, don't need me to explain but you all will also know how difficult it is to garner up courage to lose some ego and tell someone about your shit.

I'm not courageous enough to take the 1st step in being awfully honest, but I will try.
Meanwhile, I hope everyone will do the same too.

Putting all these shit feelings aside, KALA CARD IS BACK!
And I finally go to Karaoke recently to puke all my shit out.

I've been a pussy cat and haven't watch Koizora until now.
All I've done is to read the synopsis lol,
I can't take the sadness man.

Ppl who have just known me may think I'm one of those who can take any rollercoaster rides and watch any horror movie (yeh a lot have told me so!),
but the truth is that I can't do any of those.

I cried damn badly when I was at the final episode of One Litre of Tears lol.
Aiya I very easy to cry one >_>
Last time I always cry when that fker in my house always bully me.
stupid woman.

On a side note, my arse is burning from sitting too long.
I've been sitting in front of my comp ever since 2pm to 4am.

I find it a pity to be graduating from secondary/tertiary education without using the dunno-what fund for overseas trips.
I would love to travel if not for 3 big obstacles:
1. TOILET ISSUES
2. FOOD (I'm a sucker for spicy food so I can't go to thailand, india etc, well if I ever go to India I think I still can eat prata)
3. TRAVELLING ON CARS/BUS (I'm really prone to motion sickness)

Yup, I have no issues with language or the people I'm gonna go with.
Wait, I must also include money as an obstacle (duh abuden)

Did I mention that I joined Eco club in 2011 because they went Japan in 2010?!
Grrrrrr screw the budget cut and earthquake in 2011, make the trip chng to Sabah, wa lao eh...

If I ever go travelling, I'd love to buy souvenirs back for everyone and I love to personally pick souvenirs for everyone!
I'm not those half-hearted ass who buy cheap things wholesale and then go back to distribute the cheapskates like giving out flyer like that.
This means that everyone must love it when I'm overseas because they will get good souvenirs YEAH!
But so sorry because I'll not be going anywhere soon *punches wall*

I keep saying that I wanna go to Japan after A levels but I think it's just another wishful thinking.
I don't even know the language well and confirm not enough $$$$ and no one will have the $$$ to go with me too.

Because of Water 7, I'm so so so so so gonna go Venice but of course Japan will forever remain at no.1 lol.
I'm not so fond of Korea but it's probably the 3rd country I wanna go.
I think I'm weird because US is the last country that I will ever wanna go LOL, WAHAHHAAHA
*proud of being the odd*

I think I am some lao kok kok sia, I actually wanna visit China to see all those mountain and grassfields. Must be all those kungfu/wu xia films that influenced me hahahaha.

I've been to Taiwan and HK before, but would love to go again because the last time I went there was Pri 4, too young to know anything (and I had no money back then to do any shopping)

I wanna see the 7 wonders of the world tooooooo!

Now I really hope the next half of my life will be good so I can go travelling without having to worry much.

Argh my sis is going to Japan with her sch!!!!
Ok I'm not jealous actually because I know I will go there one day!!!!

Idk la what I'm feeling now is like I have to drink up a cup of 隔夜茶,
means I feel like shet now ok.

Anw just to put in some of my fangirling shit,
my eye candy now is Haruma Miura!
Wahahahhahahaha, I like it when guys have that cheek bone thingy when they smile.
Aiya I know everyone will have their cheek bones visible when they smile but I only like a certain type ok!
It's like kamenashi kazuya or lee min ho or jerry yan also have that cheekbone thingy
He in Koizora veryyyyyyyyyyy handsome hahaha and nice hair!

Why those kind of hair style not popular in SG?!
What's popular in SG is ... ok Idk what's the exact name but for e.g maybe mohawk and the normal ah beng hair with side fringe? ya la basically the korean hairstyle.
So irritating, I know SG weather hot lah but ... T_T *flip over and mourn*

wait, must show picture of Haruma Miura first.

OMFG MABUSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII,
omg so bright I can't take it anymore.
And ehhh jaejoong as a similar hairstyle before and I also died from that haha.
I have a weak spot for guys with white/silver hair,
oi not natural white/silver hair la,
MEANS NOT AGED OR THOSE NATURALLY BORN OK.


I have nothing more to say for now.
DEWA MATA KONDOOOOOOO

Sian, wanted to type a long post today since its a holiday but then I screwed up my time management and I'm only free now.
It's alrdy 11.39pm and I don't think I can write a long post plus I'm sleepy and having a headache.

Can't blog v often cuz no time and I hate typing on my phone.

Ugh head spinning hope I can MC myself tomorrow.

Anyway I had a nice dream today.
I was supposed to wake up to my alarm at 9am but due to this nice dream, I slapped my alarm dead and slept till 2pm.

god damn the finale haven arrive and I woke up naturally.
But the story was good wahahahhaahhaahahahhahaah

Gonna go to slp hoping that I will dream of the sequel.
And if im reaching the finale around 6am(time I wake up for sch) , I'm gonna skip sch and cont this dream.
Huhuhu~

They tell you lies to make you feel better about yourself, but I tell you the truth to better yourself.

What I'm wearing isn't a pair of spectacles, but a pair of damn shades.

When will I start to see this world in a better light?

I quit Kpop,

but I will keep on hoping for the day when 5 of them come back together.

(FYI they are singing LIVE, no background vocals)

One day, I would love to hear them live ^^, not 2 but 5!

I have to pen all my thoughts down first before I can move on. Soon, I will do it.

Anyway PW results coming out tmr, I'm expecting a B, no more no less.

Just one of those days when you don't even remember how to smile anymore.

I'll send you to a place where not even a ray of sunlight can reach you.

Idk how I'm gonna describe today.

At first was sooooo excited to di siao Malcolm and thought that the plan would really work out well.

I even tried not to be too ambitious and never add in too many things, but I guess it was too plain.

Malcolm took too long to find everything and bored us out by waiting.

Hais.

好不容易 everyone can meet up then I go waste their time by waiting and waiting.

Kinda fail sia zzz.

but there're moments when it's funny too bah.

I didn't expect the 2nd grp to go so far and vandalise Malcolm's face so much, this one really 太过分了.

Must praise Malcolm for being so spontaneous and did all our activities.

Cuz he really looked like a horrible idiot....

Somehow I feel guilty for pushing things too far lol.

He one bai ka person then make him walk so much, somemore no one accompany him.

Aiya no matter how much I think, the makeup thingy really too much.

The sash and toy hammer isn't that bad bah... towel and bandana also not that bad, but the makeup... really.... hais.

Plus QH & Dan really thought we going sentosa so they dressed up as if they going sentosa. QH was rambling about it but I can't do anything also, who ask them nv go read the event details properly... But then again it's my fault too cuz I should have made things clearer.
Good organizers will not have anything go wrong. Im far from that. Mada mada dane. >_>

I feel very upset cuz the plan kinda failed then sian whole day.

Some may have sensed it and YZ really very nice, he smsed me tell me that he enjoyed it alot.

Idk if he really enjoyed it or what, but thanks.

After malcolm completed all the stations, i dont even have any mood to do anything cuz I was too tired and I can see he didn't rly enjoy it. I felt like going home sososososo much.

Idk la whenever I do or plan things, I'm always hungry for a positive response.

If I don't get it then it really makes me upset.

Well even if it isn't fun, at least it's memorable to Malcolm, I hope lol.

And I got my revenge, somehow, and then got shot back with guilt.

I'm not gonna talk about the sequence of events.

It's just waiting waiting and waiting.

And i must say I terribly hate explaining stuff or giving instructions becuz I don't have 'the voice'.
I feel really uncomfortable with doing such things in reality because there will be many pairs of eyes staring at me while I'm explaining.
Somemore u won't even know if ur proposal would sell to them.
What keeps running in the back of my mind whenever I'm explaining is that I will keep thinking of how others would think.
If it's lame then I'll be rly appreciative of the feedback then can think of btr ways to improve it.
If ur audience just keep mum then u won't rly know what they're thinking.
Yes thanks they may be considerate, seeing that I've put in so much effort into planning, they may just wanna follow suit, but at the end of the day, my ultimate goal is for everyone to enjoy to their fullest.

On the bright side, I got myself a chopper shirt from uniqlo thanks to informant bryan lol.

on the flip side, there isn't a M/S size so I had to get the L size....

flip satay again, L size fits me.

Had to chiong home w/o having dinner with the guys cuz I needa complete all my tutorials..

in the end only did some slipshot work argh so pissed off with myself.

Why today so bad for me ?!!

大姨妈你要来了是吗???

Today would have been so much better if i stayed home.

but nevertheless i guess it's worth to get my ass out of the house to see everyone again.

I really don't feel like going to school tmr gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Everything should be fine again after I wake up from my sleep.

Donno what's there to be getting all upset and grumpy about but I just felt that way.

I need a good laugh right now but it's 11pm and I don't have enough time to watch Running Man.

During my whole march holidays and post-CT weekend, I didn't even catch a single episode of Running Man. Grrrrrrrr....

And I think i'm falling sick soon, these few days keep feel very thirsty.

Sleeping in an aircon room sickens me now because I'm too used to sleeping with the fan on only.

Every time I on the aircon then my throat gets very irritated and start coughing.

I bo bian must on aircon cuz too hot then in the end keep coughing and can't sleep better.

ta ma de la nothing goes well these few days.

Nvm I will just bite the dust now and stay in my fallen position to gargle the dust in my saliva, then later stand up and spit at other ppl.

Eat my shit, mofos.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*(@#)@_$@_@*)#&@)*!$&@)#&@)#&*_@#&@*)^$!)@&&_!_#@&_#^@)!#&8-7

don't know what im being angry at but i just feel so bottled up right now.

Someone must have shaken my bottle of coke and I'm on the verge of exploding, need to stay still and let the bubbles pop.

All in all, I only can say that I'm very disappointed in myself.

In times like this, I just want to sit alone in my room, pick up a guitar and play a sentimental song.

有些事一旦错过了，就不能再回头.

Have you ever came across a moment when you wanted to relive your childhood?

Going back to that same playground and climbing all over like ninja monkeys.

Sprinting, chasing your friends while playing ice man.

Play cheat by claiming that you're caught but actually not.

Back then, days were still so carefree.

How about now?

I dare say that 10 years down the road, we will be looking back to days now.

Life will only get more stressful, we will encounter more setbacks with more serious consequences.

Ask yourself what have you regretted not doing.

Even if you don't have any regrets, there should be things that only can be done now.

Scoring As in your A levels, having your physical condition at its peak etc.

There are things that we can't do anything once we've reached a certain age.

By now, I'm almost 18, and there's so many things I can't do anymore.

Yes by logic I can still do things that I did 10 years ago, like watching PPG, playing with noob toys, tumbling around in playground sand etc.

But it's not experiencing, it's reliving.

When we see kids doing stupid stuff nowadays, we'll just be "lame la those kids".

See, even as of now I'm labelling the stuff that kids do to be 'stupid'.

To those kids, it's so normal.

Imagine a 30 year old seeing teenagers do things and labelling those things to be 'lame'.

It's bound to happen, isn't it?

When our minds mature, there's no going back.

(Unless you knock your head or something)

A middle-aged man and a young kid, both eating ice cream, they're doing the same thing but what they're feeling is just so different.

That's why, never give things a miss.

Whenever you are stuck in a choice of taking it up or giving things a miss, just take it.

You will never know when this opportunity/experience will be offered to you again, because most of the time, it will never come twice.

Don't even think about pairs because nothing comes good in pairs.

(Ok, except for doughsticks)

Live your age. Do the things that you think your age still fits.

By saying all these, I'M GONNA GATHER MY COURAGE TO TAKE ROLLER COASTER RIDES AND GO BUNGEE JUMPING!!!!!!

It takes time but hopefully by age 25 I'm brave enough to kick some ass.

Whatever I've said above is not just about me wanting to take roller coaster rides/go bungee jumping.

Put some thought into it so you can enlighten yourself(in your very own way, hopefully)

I know la, I say say only like very easy mah...

but it all boils down to...... your own willpower?

If you want it really badly, you'll do it anyway.

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Anyway I just went downstairs to pick up some things from my uncle and I'm wearing my home clothes.

If you're thinking my home clothes = dri-fit shirt and FBT then you're wrong lol.

Dri-fit shirt and FBT is casual clothes that is not to be worn in town.

My home clothes are like... really cui lol.

I'm wearing pants like those pasar malam 3 for $5 then wear 10 years.

The pants either had its colour faded off or has it's drawstrings pulled out becuz I grow bigger in size alrdy lol.

Some even have a hole then my mom needa stitch it back lolol.

Er that's not the main point, the main point is while I'm waiting for my uncle to arrive, I don't even wanna sit down on the bus stop seats despite a terribly lazy person I am.

Why? Because I don't wanna get my home clothes dirty.

My room is like some sanitized operation room LOL.

Things cannot get dirty and messy one.

When I'm wearing home clothes I tend to nua around so I don't wanna get my clothes dirty,

even if they're not visibly dirty, i stilll think there's bacteria etc sticking on my shirt/pants.

I even asked my mom to use disinfectant liquid to mop floor because I can't stand sticky floors.

I'm a very very very clean freak.

I clear up my table whenever I find it messy.

Actually my table quite neat compared to other ppl alrdy, but i still find it messy.

Everything must be in position and cannot sing-ait(idk how spell) or tombalek one.

Luckily my mom is a clean freak too and she will tidy up my things for me if i'm too busy to do it.

I even have a hand sanitizer in my bag, on my table to make sure my hands are clean cuz I tend to eat things on my desk.

All my notes are piled up nicely in a mountain and somehow sorted according to subject and their tutorials.

But I haven't arrange them in topical sequence hmmm, probably gonna do it later.

Money in my piggy bank is also sorted according to notes lol.

Clothes are sorted too, not just by pants/shirt/undergarments but colour and frequency usage too.

Someone should hire me as a maid and their life will be easy LOL.

Not that i wanna become a maid lah...

Till next time ~